You seemed sorta suicidal to me. Maybe not, but I felt like I felt your struggle, it wasn't an attempt to "want" you. I wanted you to know someone cared. I don't regret doing that. I've encouraged you multiple times to love her and not take her for granted. If you were just taking advantage of my kindness, well, then you were. That's on you, not on me because I was a friend to you when you needed it.
I know a bank whereon the wild thyme blows, Where oxlips and the nodding violet grows Quite over-canopied with luscious woodbine, With sweet musk-roses, and with eglantine: There sleeps Titania some time of the night, Lulled in these flowers with dances and delight; And there the snake throws her enamelled skin, Weed wide enough to wrap a fairy in. -- William Shakespeare, A MIdsummer Night's Dream