Be proud to be you. Give yourself the permission to be who you are & to not like everyone or everything i.e. You are Not Everyones Cup of Tea. I was once told that for every 15 people, you meet, 1 will gel immediately, 2 will make good acquaintances, 10 will be pleasant but not friends, and 2 will simply not like you, full stop i.e. they are simply not your cup of tea!!
Clearly loves me darling or he wouldn't be going though all this, maybe he's just trying to do the right thing un like you and your family. You must be scared if your resorting to this ❤️some love here for you sweetheart I don't think you receive much maybe why your so nasty lol
Or you let loose your mind monsters to route thru the rot, find peace with the pain - be at spiritual warfare with yourself till the hurt is healed and you can explain without passing on the hurt. Anger is just the soul's bodyguard and self love and wisdom comes from healed pain....
I absolutely adored you...and believe me, no one else will ever see you the same way I once did. I had you up on a pedestal so high that i lost sight of who you actually were/are. And you, my love, are an evil piece of shit. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight.