People think I started getting emotional (angry, sad, hurt etc.) But really its the same way ive felt all my life under different circumstances, its just i dont hide behind a mask anymore and I let my emotions show, I feel free.
I have made plenty of stupid and pointlessly bad decisions in my life. I have wanted to change some of them and others i quite enjoy looking back on. Sometimes being stupid leads to the best decisions and other times the worst. Learn from this.