I longed for real love and looked in places that felt safe. My reaction to the reality of it was immature. The pain was terrible and I wonder if I will forget the good that once existed. Care maybe, love not a chance.
That's it.. I'm just gonna have to make the hard decision and finally let go. I'm learning from this one and I won't make the same mistake again. Anyone who says they're not going to leave doesn't mean it so now the battle is all my own.. It's taken so long for this to get through
Yeah that's true. I'm sorry for everything. I knew I lost you a long time ago sorry for everything I've done I'm not going on the first now I don't want you to be upset that I came and I won't be anywhere you are