"..The nature of the Self. Having come back home, the traveler finds peace. The intensity of happiness is beyond the superlative. The bliss of this state eliminates the possibility of any sorrow, great or small. Into the bright light of the sun no darkness can penetrate; no sorrow can enter bliss consciousness, nor can bliss consciousness know any gain greater then itself. This state of self –sufficiency leaves one steadfast in oneself, fulfilled in eternal contentment.” Maharishi
What happened happened, and it filled your Vortex full of wonderful things, so you are far better off no matter what happened as you were moving through time to where you are now because every bit of that has contributed to this movement of this wonderful Energy that really is what you are all about now.