That's what will be different about next year. I won't have anyone trying to control me, telling me what to think, say or do, or telling me that I'm wrong or putting me down all the time. It's so amazing to be almost totally free of it all. I've become my own person again. Never again will I let people like that into my life. Never.
Hey Nessa. Just wanted you to know this. I know you've been a bit stressed and confused recently, I get that. I am too. I know its hard, but do me this favor. Always trust me, I'll take you by the hand and show you the way, I can make you feel better, I can help you forget. I'm sorry if I'm part of the problem. I want to be your solution. I hate myself, I'm not good enough for a perfect girl like you.. but I love you. Thank you for existing. Without you I'd be nothing.