I want to say this is inspirational but while I sit/awkwardly balance here, barely able to put pressure on one hip/arse cheek and struggling to stay awake I think of all the pressure, anxiety and lies I have been put through only to be let down and denied help at every opportunity and I'm not sure this is what the country is anymore!!
I used to write about you. Words meant to capture and hold that which moved my heart and mind to places beyond reason. You. All of you that found the places in my soul to be touched, exposed and brought to light. I used to before and after the scars of betrayal you left me. And now, you've been written. Off. But shadows of you will always remain where I erased the words.
I promised myself I would never fall in love with you. But it was 4am, and we were laughing way too hard, and I felt happy for the first time in a long time, and I knew I was screwed. - I would never promise not to fall for someone, because I don't know who that person could be to me. If you're meant to be in my life, I will let it happen. I will try not to run.