This is one of the reasons why I'll never understand why my relationship ended... He was so open about everything in the beginning, and as far as I was concerned he still was. If he had been, we might still be together. Guess I'll never know.
It's really sad when you don't speak to someone anymore who once had a very positive impact on your life but that's now a negative thing as they're no longer there and there's nothing you can do about it. It's a really bittersweet thing to move on with life because you can't avoid it but the more I think about it the more sad it seems and I don't like it. I wish I could speak to people I don't see anymore one more time to tell them how much they meant to me
BBC: Broke my heart and ruined my life. ESPECIALLY with the Merlin ending. I know that the Doctor will always love again, and that Sherlock would come back (I read the books) but I also knew Arthur was dead, forever, at the end of Merlin and OH GOD THE LAST TWO EPISODES WERE JUST SOBBING AND HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER. NOT COOL BBC NOT FUCKING COOL. GRR.
And then I met you... - Light at the end of the tunnel