This will always be me. Knowing something is beyond hopeless in the back of my mind yet I'll still always, ALWAYS, hold on to tiny bit of hope. I was told time and time again I was hopeless. I'd never get past this age or that age. I was beyond fixing. But something said keep a bit of hope even when family, friends and doctors tell you it's only a matter of time and when. Look at me. Still strong and standing. So I will forever hold onto hope in a hopeless situation or relationship. It's me.