How I feel all the time but they still go "no tell me". I am thinking most of the time I end up thinking "it's like a joke you thought was funny and no one got it the time has past plus what's the point in explaining it "
This little voice in your head is called, "subvocalization." It's actually a bad habit that children form when first sounding out letters and learning to read. This voice slows you reading down, therefore it's a good habit to try and break.