How are you sure that it's "every second"? Do you even count it? Like, when you suddenly want to go to the bathroom and forgot about missing them, then once you get out you say, "Okay back to missing them! 1... 2...".
Quote on mental health: Behind my smile is a breaking heart, behind my laugh I´m falling apart, behind my eyes are tears at night, behind my body is a soul trying to fight. www.HealthyPlace.com