I made the decision to take a year of my life to get to know myself better, to heal what I was ignoring and become stronger. There were times it was not pretty at all. I met parts of myself that I was utterly horrified with, sometimes I didn't recognise 'me'. This is called facing your shadow and if more people did it, the world would be a better place. There are some things we have to do alone and this is one.
Nobody cares about the expensive things you try to brag about online. What really matters, and the only thing people will remember about you when you're dead, is how you treated people and what (if any) good you did for the world. Have you done anything that really makes a difference for the world?