As we travel through life, adversity strengthens us and makes us grow. If we didn't had to fight, our strengths and capabilities would never develop. Speaking about the adversity of a person, Jesus said it was not a punishment for his sins or mistakes, but for all to see the power of God in him. Face your adversity asking for the guidance and teachings of the Lord, in prayer, and with faith, so that the power of God can be seen in you.
It's time to let go!!! Finally reading this and seeing what I see validates that I can move on with my life and I'm not going to think about it any more... which is much easier said than done... but I can get through it!!!