No contact. I cried at first, because I felt empty. Then I realized that what was missing was the stress and fear I had grown accustomed to. I filled the void with my own self worth until I felt safe again.
You have turned to someone you loved and in in return thought loved you- When chaos seemed to break out around every corner, you fall to the one you love for support- little do we know, we are giving them the next bullet to fire- we have even loaded the gun!