Lecture No. 34. There will be times in your life when you ask this of someone who has deeply wounded you. But, my beautiful boys know that the hurt, pain, the ache will pass and one day you will wake up happy again.
Like being able to trust you with my secrets. Or that you'd always be there for me. Or that you wouldn't ever leave me. Or that I'd be safe with you. Or that you'd never hurt me. But worst of all, that you loved me. You are the reason why I am the way I am.
i miss him god, i think i'm bringing this onto myself more....and i'm not even sure i knew the REAL him or vice versa-ik we both acted nicer to each other than our REAL selves are, but ik it was real too, i just wonder if he still thinks about me?