I tried all three but always stopped myself, it's not my place to chase after you. I would in a heart beat but I feel it's more important to respect your situation. Just know that I even though I'm not at your doorstep right now, I am still on your path.
I need to give up laziness and people pleasing and fear of failure. Laziness = me not pushing myself to be my best, people pleasing = sacrificing my own needs every time someone needs me, and fear of failure = being too afraid to put myself out there