Black and White life depressed depression sad lonely pain alone b&w fat dark crying self hate ugly dead anorexia anorexic unhappy sadness darkness useless worthless i hate myself self destruction lonliness disgusting I HATE MY LIFE unwanted no life im tired
I woke up one day and realized that I was what I hated more than anything else on this planet. I was the problem and that the solution was to overcome me. I struggle every day but I'm closer than I was one day ago.
;( I want to tell my parents how lonely, sad, and how bad it is getting, but I can't. They will hate me. Everyone hates me. People on IG tell me to go kill myself and tell me that I should cut. I don't cut....at all, but lately I've been thinking about it. I have no friends. I get made fun of. I hate to eat, because I am too fat. (100 pounds) Ugh! I hate myself!*
Please!! I cant deal with it anymore. Why cant anyone understand me and dont leave me. I m alone and then they ask you why are you so unhappy.....because you werent there when I need you. Sometimes I ask myself if I have friends? Real friends??...and my answer is always no..