I've come to realize this. It just gets hidden now. But I know it still goes on. You'll never change... one day I'll leave and smile while doing so. I do feel more free now after seeing you'll never change. However, my respect for you is completely gone.
I kept chosing him and I always ended up being lied to and cheated on. I was always the one who was hurt and abandoned. I lived in fear of what he was doing behind my back. Now it's time to stop choosing a man who always chose other women over me.