'No need to filter this through the peanut gallery' - sorry that my fiancé and I don't keep things from one another. If I was as classless as you, I would email your boyfriend and let him in on so much he doesn't know. I will never stoop to your level. Pathetic.
True, live a distance far enough you can't afford to go see someone who loves you so much, and always being around people who don't much seem to care, man, it will take toll on your mind! I'll never be the same.