This breaks my heart. Although I have my bad days, I know some people struggle with this every day. I don't know what words to say to say without sounding cheap or fake, but thanks for being brave. The fact that you're reading this proves you're much stronger than you give yourself credit for.
30 Crucial Things to Know About Life-- What does even mean? I'm Not a two year old playing around on Pinterest in my precious new sundress and singing my precious little songs mommy taught me. I. Am. Don't think whatever that means is gonna be a problem.
Remember today, for it is the beginning. Today marks the start of a brave new future. Here's a positive TO-DO list to keep you on track – 30 things to start doing for yourself. -- read: http://www.marcandangel.com/2011/12/18/30-things-to-start-doing-for-yourself/