There are times I just think it should have been better if you would've stayed .... then the reality hits me square dead in the middle of head... no way I would have not subject you to go thru what I am going thru ... and what I am seeing. Sad, Angry, Disappointment, and overwhelmed!!:
I love my daughters very much, but will always miss their brother. Ben we love you and your hello every evening, like clock work, because it is your watch alarm that goes off every evening, for almost 16 years now, we still haven't changed the battery! Thanks for keeping an eye on us.