Been there done that and have no interest in going back. Trying to please others. I was miserable. I'm me these days and it doesn't matter whether anyone likes it or not. I accept me and that is what matters. God has always loved and accepted me. He was just waiting on me. He has and is doing so many great things in me and my life. I'am beyond grateful. Many of those people aren't a part of our lives and it is one of the best blessings he has given us!