Much longer away, and it will. I am doing my best. Are we being only results oriented? I don't do sadism when it comes to my welfare anymore than is accidentally occurring. Enough. Let's move on already. I plan to do 'business' decisions this afternoon. Don't keep me hanging, I refuse to live like Job.
Yup, and I am sick and tired of putting up with not enough of my needs being met. I have lost a lot, and I am sick and tired of waiting around for something that might never happen... since excuses keep being made. Children of abuse are able to put up with more inappropriate behavior, and I have waited fucking long enough. This is fucking bullshit.