Fall in love with someone who wants you and cherishes you. Someone who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you. Someone who is your support, your hope. Fall in love with someone who forgives you after an argument. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; fall in love with a heart and soul.
The first time you told me you loved me I gave you a pass, but that 2nd was so heartfelt and meaningful that I couldn't help but believe. If only you could have talked to me about your fears, we might have found a way of addressing them or have come to an understanding that wouldn't have lead to you hurting me so badly. I know you loved me and that is another part of why it is so hard to understand why you hurt me the way you did.