You know what your problem is, you're forgetting to let go. You keep holding on to the bad things, the things that weigh you down. How do you expect to swim out at sea if you're carrying things that will make you sink.
I want to hug you. I want to kiss you. I want to hold you in my arms and feel your breath inside of me. Feel your pulse throughout my veins. Feel every detail of your skin. I want you. Every flaw, every weekness. Every little thing that is a part of you, I want. I want all of you.
i do miss you. i miss the us that was .. the us when we first met .. i used to say, "i don't mind letting you wrap me around your little finger because i know you won't hurt me". i still don't think you hurt me intentionally. i just think you decided you didn't love me any more - why? you never told me. i don't know if i stifled you.. again, you never told me - that bit was unfair. but at the core, i love you.