You seemed sorta suicidal to me. Maybe not, but I felt like I felt your struggle, it wasn't an attempt to "want" you. I wanted you to know someone cared. I don't regret doing that. I've encouraged you multiple times to love her and not take her for granted. If you were just taking advantage of my kindness, well, then you were. That's on you, not on me because I was a friend to you when you needed it.
People who say "dogs don't smile" or look at me funny when I mention my dog smiling sadly haven't had the honor of being around well loved, happy doggies...seriously LOKATAR!! (well maybe it's not a "her" but had to say it lol) Doggie smiles are the sweetest most sincere and just the BEST also super contagious!