PTSD ~ Don't tell me to get over it and suck it up. When your nightmares repeat what happened that's not a choice, it's called POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER. Anything can trigger it, not just sleep. A sound. A smell. A word. You just never know what can trigger it. Believe me, anyone with PTSD want nothing more than to be free from the trauma they experienced.
To my husband...i'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else. i'd rather be beside you in a storm than safe and warm by myself. i'd rather have hard times together than have it easy apart. i'd rather have the one who holds my heart