I created this by my own stupid behavior, I'm embarrassed about so many things. All you did was love me and show me what true love is. I messed it up. I'm sorry. I have to make this right, for me, I know I can do it. Please start with me again. Just a text to tell you good morning and goodnight, you don't have to respond, but please let me. Please start again with me, our love is worth it , you know my heart, you hold it in your hand. I have changed, please let me show you
If there's one piece of advice I can give you, it's this - When there's something you really want, fight for it, dont give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, youre gonna wish you gave it one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free.
Exactly!! It's really that simple. We gave up when THEY NEVER wanted to be around OUR KIDS, or be there for THEM, like we ALWAYS were for their kids! Finally we said enough, and THEY make bullshit excuses about us, instead of being truthful to their kids!! Lie away...
I gave up on myself, and her in the process. I love her more than existence itself. It kills me day-on-day to see her so joyous to be free of such a woeful pain such as I, but that is life, and life is all I sadly know.
"And what you'll never know is the war I fought, with myself, to not give up on you. But even if you did, I'm certain you wouldn't understand it. Because that's what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies. War. And one has to lose."