Black and White life depressed depression sad lonely pain alone b&w fat dark crying self hate ugly dead anorexia anorexic unhappy sadness darkness useless worthless i hate myself self destruction lonliness disgusting I HATE MY LIFE unwanted no life im tired
I know that hate is a strong word. I don't hate myself but I dislike a lot of things. I know that I have family that love me, but what about my friends? I'm really short I know that, but clothes that don't fit right make me feel fat. With our society all messed up how am I supposed to love myself and be confident?
Blaming myself or others blaming me doesn't help. What I need is support to keep going in the right direction, rather than further injuries for how I got here. Admittedly, I made bad choices, but now that I am making good choices I need love and support and not shame and guilt from myself or others. Please...
But you already see me that way don't you? You'll never let me forget, it haunts me. It follows me around like a cloud above my head, breaking me down at any moment. It's killing me. Your insults. The never ending insults hurt so much. I'm on the verge of breaking. S