I know that hate is a strong word. I don't hate myself but I dislike a lot of things. I know that I have family that love me, but what about my friends? I'm really short I know that, but clothes that don't fit right make me feel fat. With our society all messed up how am I supposed to love myself and be confident?
Black and White life depressed depression sad lonely pain alone b&w fat dark crying self hate ugly dead anorexia anorexic unhappy sadness darkness useless worthless i hate myself self destruction lonliness disgusting I HATE MY LIFE unwanted no life im tired
Every God damn fucking day. I cry because I have a mental illness. I cry because I hate my body. I cry because I hate how I feel. I cry because I know nobody will ever notice these feelings. I cry because I feel numb. I cry because I'm scared. I cry because i've had enough of everything that life throws at me.
Do you ever just feel like your just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and your just never good enough because theirs always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you literally have nothing to fight against with