OCD: blogs and stories. Obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) is an anxiety disorder where unwanted thoughts, urges and repetitive activities become an obstacle to living life as you want to. People who experience OCD often try to cope until they can’t hide the symptoms any longer. This can make them feel very alone and make overcoming the OCD more difficult.
This is very true, if you think its about you I will make it about you, to make you feel superior because thats what you need and your not worth the information of knowing what its really about if you were you might of been included.
I remember so many times I would lay awake in bed wondering why I was being tortured. My mind would not stop, especially in my teenage years 15-19.. I at least have it under control to sleep. But there are still those times I find something very interesting and all I can do is think about it. at least now I know why. I know it is normal for me.
Masks; everyone is wearing a mask; when do we start to need one? Who tells us to begin its construction? Masks are everywhere, you can never be truly sure of what is and what isnt a mask. Even when you feel that someone has dropped their mask, how do you know that isnt just a peeling away of a layer to reveal another mask underneath? If you dont engage your heart, your soul, your intuition, you are always content with what you see
I have been extremely ill and yet as I am always expected to - I carry on with life and work like I am supposed to even though I am struggling and feel entirely overwhelmed and am not coping because I am an adult and that is what adults do. Not allowed to take a break from all these things because I have Anorexia, yet Anorexia is totally breaking me