You will always be the 'what if' .. How different my life could be right now, would we be together or would we talk less than we do now! I don't know why but I think I still love you and I can barely talk to you !
"And what you'll never know is the war I fought, with myself, to not give up on you. But even if you did, I'm certain you wouldn't understand it. Because that's what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies. War. And one has to lose."