Emotional and verbal abuse is no joke. The scars are brutal. But healing begins to come with time and A LOT of hard work and prayer. One breath, one step at a time. Keep moving forward. You were made for more.
All sociopaths and narcissists engage in verbal abuse to get their way. This is why you need to leave as soon as you can. At fist many seem to be someone else and then afterwards we just want them to change more than anything. Rarely do they change.