THE UNWANTED & NON PARTICIPANT ASSAULT OF MY BODY AGAINST MY CAPTIVE SELF. THE FORCED CONTRITION OF INTERCONNECTED MIND/BODY MODALITIES ONLY SYNONOMOUSLY RESEMBLING THE OTHER. sadomasochistic bastard body ....... I (my self) loathe you.
Fatigue & accompanying "Fibro Fog' that comes from pushing past crushing, relentless, mind-numbing pain. It's way past my level of endurance, at times. On top of that - put on the *Happy Girl Face* for everyone else's benefit. It's exhausting.