Do you know how sometimes you have a bad day, and it may cause you to be a bit short with your kid or partner? And then, later, you go to them and say: I am sorry I was short with you, I was just worried/tired/busy/other, … We all do that, right? Well, not the toxic person. They live in a blissful world where nothing is ever their responsibility. When bad things happen, it is because the world is against them! When they are raging abuse at you, it is because YOU made them angry.
Yeah its hard to let go of you cause I care for you too much and don't want to lose you as a friend...but like we both said no matter what we'll be in each other's life...so if later on in life we find each other again, then we will see it was meant to be...just going to pray about it and put it in god's hands.