Wartime Bride Sets Out For Church - Miss Ena Squire-Brown, an international dancer famed for her Dove Dance, leaves her recently bombed home for St. George's Church in Forest Hill, to marry Royal Air Force flying officer J.C. Martin. London, 1940.
I HAD HOPED PEOPLE WOULD LEARN AND ACKNOWLEDGE WHATS HAPPENED TO ME..BUT THEIR DISINTEREST CLEARLY SPEAKS VOLUMES..HAD I HAD ONE FRIEND..ONE PERSON..IT MAY HAVE BEEN A GAME CHANGER..THANK YOU IF YOU READ AND TRIED TO WITHOUT JUDGEMENT..AND STOP EXPECTING ME TO BE WHO I USED TO BE..IM NOT..DONT CONTRIBUTE TO MY ANXIETY BY ASKING..ITS ALL HERE IF YOU WANT TO KNOW...IM NOT DWELLING..IM SAVING MYSELF FROM HAVING TO EXPLAIN IT OVER AND OVER..♡EL
No contact. I cried at first, because I felt empty. Then I realized that what was missing was the stress and fear I had grown accustomed to. I filled the void with my own self worth until I felt safe again.