I have to find a guy who 1. Doesn't care I'm weird 2. Doesn't care I'm totally unpopular 3. Likes my music. 4. Cute. 5. If he's a fan boy bonus points to him. 6. Doesn't give a frickle frackle that I'm asexual. 7. Thinks I'm skinny enough and pretty enough. 8. Helps me through my depression and doesn't get mad. So to put it bluntly... I'm gonna be single forever. <--- never think like that! You are an awesome person :3
The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.