Honestly. It's just a stupid crush. He hardly is even aware of your existence. Don't waste your time. He isn't wasting his thinking about you when there are so many other prettier, thinner, funnier, and happier girls around.
"She's so beautiful, yet so sad. Always saying no one will love her, and yet when somebody tells her that they love her, she runs and hides. Silly girl, they love you, you just don't love yourself." -- hs