not everything is supposed to become something beautiful + long-lasting. sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right + what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night + spill your lift to. not everyone is going to stay forever, + we will have to keep on going + thank them for what they've given us.
That's lovely. In my book now its handling archetypes - one that women try and emulate being 'the great healer'. That we cannot be any archetype continuously, only the archetype is constant as it's an ideal. That it's not achievable by humans to constantly be an archetype. I liked it. I thought of you and the pressure you put on yourself. Don't know if you still do. I do sometimes.
I am peaceful now knowing I am happy seeing the person I love happy with someone else. People can call me weak but I know how strong I am accepting the fact that I am loving someone who does not love me back. Not many can reach that level of freedom.