This is why Jesus said "so not worry about anything for each day has enough trouble of its own." And"trust in the lord with all your heart not leaning in you understanding acknowleging him in all your ways and he will direct you steps."
I don't know what's going on because I haven't heard anything YET. I found out that you most certainly have been working against me and getting me to say and do things to further yourself though, so until I know what's going on there's not much I can do.
Sometimes the best thing you do is not think, not…