I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤
I wish I was not as replaceable as you show ..maybe I was never meant to be yours maybe I was never that important part of your life .. though I'm dying inside thousand times inside that it's not me Am at least glad you are happy
*It's not a curse, it's a gift! *Who told you, us, that we are half anyway and what made you believe that. We are not half. I know what i am talking about, i made children myself. You know what, think, feel, cry, scream goddammit! Make up your own mind and it doesn't have to be the same as mine. But stop accepting BULLSHIT *Cause you all are going to feed your children with it and there is nothing wrong with them. YET. They got the most spectacular and brilliant ideas, if we just let them.
See, this is why I COULDNT be your "friend" again when you asked...I worked hard to get rid of those feelings, to grow stronger to find out who I am... I knew that if I have in, all if those feelings would come rushing back it wouldn't have been good...NOTHING good would have come out of it...at least not for me... as much as I cared about you, I never cared about me in the process that's what I'm doing now. Doing what's best for me.
Lecture No. 34. There will be times in your life when you ask this of someone who has deeply wounded you. But, my beautiful boys know that the hurt, pain, the ache will pass and one day you will wake up happy again.