I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me
Yep. Always that girl that likes that guy she had zero chances with. You knew, fake smile. He thinks you're alright, but you're not...and you're always afraid to tell him that you like him because you're afraid you'll be his second choice, like everyone else, and no matter what he's told you before, no matter how many times he helps you through the harder times, you're his second choice...and it hurts.
depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken fat self harm self hate ugly confused insane insecure stupid worthless self destruction no one knows mysterious mystery heart break mystic failure psycho depressive insanity unwanted real me psychopath psychotic i hate ya all