No matter what I do, it'll never be good enough. I'm tired and all you do is criticize EVERY single thing I do. Instead of holding me and helping me. You put me down make me feel like shit. You're never there for me. I cry alone and you don't care. I'm tired of it all. Anything I do is never to your standards. Why are you even with me???
dear world, when a girl is quie, you already know that's dangerous. the things that constantly torture thsi girl keep repeating. and she has tried to please the people surrounding her; but now she's tired. give her a break. the ones around her make her feel ugly, like an idiot or never good enough. the people around her never appreciate the things she does for them. this girl is dying inside. she's tried physically, emotionally, and mentally. (cont)
Our paths met, founding you, daily appreciating you, for who were, valuing you, loving you, respecting you....however, in the end, that was still never good enough....even when you uttered, you are the only man I have ever been in love with....so much pain still resides within in....days and months have passed since you left....I struggle in this world without you....I miss you more than you will ever realize....
I was hurt by my "friends" to the point of no longer trusting people. Everyone thought it was just shyness but that wasn't the only thing (it was part of it though) now a few people have managed to start tearing down my walls