Suicide shouldn't have to be something to consider. Your life is supposed to be happy, but in reality, that isn't the case. There is always someone who can bring you back from the darkness, you just need to find them. In my opinion, I think that suicide isn't a good option, because there is always a reason to live. If you do think about suicide, just think about the fantastic future that you will have when you no longer suffer from depression, the pain will end one day.
I woke up in tears ,,, no wonder. My body was remembering what started to happen this day 25 years ago. It was a terrifying time in the two days following. It culminated with a little ray of sunshine being born. Every day my soul misses her little soul. I love you Tilly ... I am glad we survived that epic entrance. I will always miss you <3