i do miss you. i miss the us that was .. the us when we first met .. i used to say, "i don't mind letting you wrap me around your little finger because i know you won't hurt me". i still don't think you hurt me intentionally. i just think you decided you didn't love me any more - why? you never told me. i don't know if i stifled you.. again, you never told me - that bit was unfair. but at the core, i love you.
Its to the point now , with all your lies, sneeking around with a married man who you have fallin in love with, your lack of trying and your blatant uncaring/unloving attitude towards me, makes me not even care if you miss me or not. You have DESTROYED A MARRIAGE AND WHAT I THOUGHT TO BE A UNBRAKEABLE LOVE !!! HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO WRONG ABOUT YOU ! YOU ARE AN UNGRATEFUL BITCH . EVERYTHING I DID FOR YOU AND YOU GO AND FUCK OFF WITH ANOTHER MAN. 5OU MAKE ME SICK AUDREY.