So true... more so these days :( Because people will never understand my tears so best to just smile and hide the sadness or hurt. I learned this the hard way... bottle up how I feel at the end of the day only God understands anymore. Only He loves us unconditionaly. I burry it away untill I am home and no one can see. Because no one understands your tears at all. People only like the happy jokey me and its hard sometimes to be that.