Black and White life depressed depression sad lonely pain alone b&w fat dark crying self hate ugly dead anorexia anorexic unhappy sadness darkness useless worthless i hate myself self destruction lonliness disgusting I HATE MY LIFE unwanted no life im tired
And people make you feel worse bc how dare you be unhappy when there's starving children and homeless people. Everyone has their own problems. You have no idea what someone's going through no matter how happy they seem in front of people
Out of all the people that could have broke me. Pulled me apart. Made me feel worthless. Made me believe I'm not good enough for anyone or anything. Why did it have to be you? You were the one person I thought I could trust. I loved you so much and I still fucking do. Why did you do that to me? I just wanted to make you happy.
But you already see me that way don't you? You'll never let me forget, it haunts me. It follows me around like a cloud above my head, breaking me down at any moment. It's killing me. Your insults. The never ending insults hurt so much. I'm on the verge of breaking. S
I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me