So very true. Why hold on to the things or people who are just going to hurt you and not love you. God wants us to be forgiving, not holding on to bitterness or anger. God said to leave the 99 to find the 1 that was lost! Not to say, oh let them go they will find their way. I dont need that hurt anymore, I am letting go.
i just dont think anyone gets it. when i say i'm sad i mean i'm fucking depressed, and i want to disappear and i fear life more than death and maybe i want to die and maybe i'm not sure but i hate myself and i'm sick and tired of everything.
And just to be perfectly clear here. I want to make sure you understand. I didn't leave you. I am trying and almost finished getting the education that is going to free me. It was never that I didn't love you. It's that I have two other people that I love and am responsible for too. If you had cared you would have worked harder to help me.