Black and White life depressed depression sad lonely pain alone b&w fat dark crying self hate ugly dead anorexia anorexic unhappy sadness darkness useless worthless i hate myself self destruction lonliness disgusting I HATE MY LIFE unwanted no life im tired
I'm starting to believe God is punishing me...I'm sorry for not being 'normal' and positive..i'm sorry that at 2 am while everyone is asleep i'm crying with thoughts of suicide engraved in my head...i'm sorry i'm a freak
The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.
depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken fat self harm self hate ugly confused insane insecure stupid worthless self destruction no one knows mysterious mystery heart break mystic failure psycho depressive insanity unwanted real me psychopath psychotic i hate ya all