I'm starting to believe God is punishing me...I'm sorry for not being 'normal' and positive..i'm sorry that at 2 am while everyone is asleep i'm crying with thoughts of suicide engraved in my head...i'm sorry i'm a freak
this is all to true for alot of people. friends and family can see it as long as they pay attention. if you havent felt it. give sympathy and help as much as you can. we can control it. its a disorder.