I hate how today felt, i hate seeing you hurt so much and all i want to do is make it better for you. I want you so bad i can hardly stand it. I get jealous of the life he has with you. I truly love you. More than ive ever known. I wish i was holding you.
Our situation is so tough but I just can't find a way to walk away from you because you are the absolute love of my life and the most special person who has ever come into it. And I feel like I would be a fool to let you go. You are so incredible to me. So special. And I know you only have great things ahead of you. I hope I'm right there with you when they happen. Xoxoxoxo
Grief, I’ve learned, is really love. It’s all the love you want to give but cannot give. The more you loved someone, the more you grieve. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes and in that part of your chest that gets empty and hollow feeling. The happiness of love turns to sadness when unspent. Grief is just love with no place to go. - Jamie from http://allmylooseends.com/2014/03/lights-wink/
I want a hug. Why is it only me that can see what there expecting of us is so wrong on so many different levels it shouldn't have to be this hard they never had to go though all this to be together it's so wrong and there's only me that can see . We have to stand together on this or what do we really have I can't carry on livening like this it's making me Ill