I know that hate is a strong word. I don't hate myself but I dislike a lot of things. I know that I have family that love me, but what about my friends? I'm really short I know that, but clothes that don't fit right make me feel fat. With our society all messed up how am I supposed to love myself and be confident?
Everything I say comes out all wrong and I'm not trying to sound like this, I just don't know how I'm supposed to communicate and I'm sorry and I hate myself and I try to change, I really do, but I just keep messing up.
i just dont think anyone gets it. when i say i'm sad i mean i'm fucking depressed, and i want to disappear and i fear life more than death and maybe i want to die and maybe i'm not sure but i hate myself and i'm sick and tired of everything.